SonicandSonamyfan1

Well 2017 is just hours away, and I've never been more anxious/excited for a new year to start. Everyone has the one year in their life that was either A) really shitty B) best year ever or C) some of both. For me 2016 was definitely some of both for me, more pain though unfortunately. Right away it started with pain which lasted till April. Then in April I got into my first relationship with my best guy friend who I liked for awhile. I was so happy, happier then I've ever been probably. That continued for about 4 months and a week. And during those four months I then went through my next pain. Family problems which I won't get into to that is still going on now but is better. I also lost a family member who passed away. Then the next school year started and my boyfriend was going to a different school. Over the next about 1 month and a half my relationship quickly disappeared as my bf made less and less effort. We broke up and I was devastated, but was ok because he made it sound like we were just taking a break. Then Hurricane Matthew came and I had to leave my home for the first time. I also had to celebrate my 16th birthday away from home and without my great grandmother. She passed away previously this year and we had the same birthday for 15 years. My family and I returned home and my room was the only one that received damage. I still don't have the room and won't for probably a month or two. Then the worst of the worst happened. I came home from school one day to find out my ex/best friend was moving to a far away state. That was then when he revealed the truth behind our break up. He left me for someone else. So became depressed for the first time in my life and was angry at the world for what felt like forever. I've gotten through the pain and gotten over what has happened as much as I can. But if you've gone through what I've gone through then you understand how that is a pain that can never fully go away. Still to this day I'm a little angry at the world and not completely myself. I'm really trying and just want my old self back.

I also have grown a lot over the past year so not a total lose. I made some new friends during the end and found out who my real friends were along the way.

I want 2017 to be a much better year for me. I want 2017 to have as little drama, pain, and heartache as possible. I hope 2017 will be a much better year for me. That it will be much more successful and that I will begin to grow more and more. Also to begin a new, better, and long lasting relationship because now I care about that stuff of course😂.

So sorry if I bothered you with all my emotional crap but sometimes it feels good to write out your feelings. I'm sure some of y'all out there have a had much worse or a much better year. For anyone who has been having a hard time or is having a hard time currently remember this. Everything does happen for a reason even if it's hard to see it right now. Always try your hardest to see the good in the bad. To be thankful for what you have and never give up. But most of all that your family and loved ones will always be there for you no matter what, through thick and thin.

I hope all of y'all are ready and will enjoy your 2017! Happy New Year Everyone!

So I know that it isn't New Years yet but for the first time I want to make a New Years resolution. I'm currently a sophomore in high school and I plan to minor in art when I go to college. Only problem is while yes I've been in art classes for as long as I can remember I feel like I don't have that much talent. But a lot of artist tend to be hard on themselves because they know they can do better. All I've really don't is spent my time drawing Sonic, Pokémon, and other cartoon related art. I want to be able to draw realistic art. I think I'll probably make a new profile and put photography and realistic artwork there. I'm not gonna delete this account because I'll still draw cartoon related art I'm just not going to do it as much. I also want to do this to help me develop my own type of style. That's probably one of the hardest things to do when trying to be an artist as a career. This is going to be a big commitment but I'm dedicated. I think I'll make my goal to draw at least one each week. I have a very big interest in marine life and wolves so I'll probably draw mainly marine life. So that would mean at least 52 full drawings by the end of 2017. Doesn't sound like a lot but it's my goal so we'll see what happens!

Hey guys!! So I've had a YouTube account for awhile now and I want to start making videos. First video I'm gonna do is an ask about me. I'll do the 20 most interesting questions y'all can come up with so ask away!

Hey guys! So this is kinda an awkward journal for me but I've had a lot of time to think about stuff and feel like this should be said. Sry for fan-girling about my bf(now ex bf)so much. For those of you who have had their first love or have been head over heels for someone you get what I'm saying. So yeah long story short this whole nonsense of me making my bf into a sonic character and shipping us(which I now am realizing how creepy that is omg what's wrong with me😑😅)will never and I mean NEVER happen again!! But I may make characters based off of my friends only cause it's easier for the whole coming up with appearance and personality thing. So yeah I'm done with that whole thing and that OC(Michael). Only two OC's that I will probably keep from this are the fan kids I made for them Brooke and her brother(who I'm changing btw just haven't uploaded it yet)only cause I really like them. I just won't refer them to MichaelxBecca anymore. Maybe I'll make them Becca's siblings now instead idk yet I'll figure it out. Also for those out there who are part of team nuggets with me. I guess you can still include Michael in stories but tbh is rather you not. I'm not gonna delete the character either(at least I don't think, not sure yet) Anyway peace out y'all as I continue you the single life!!

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